Silly question I suppose we do change with life experiences but seemed a little “hardness, cynicism” showing in the last book. Had sense you being pushed into a “corner”?? Mr Big was painful reading. Roof top bars will never be the same.
As you say, people change and yes it would be a fair assumption to make that I have changed since my first book Hooked was published in 2014. If anything, I have changed for the better. I have become stronger inside, I have a greater understanding of my psychical and mental boundaries and I don’t fear much now. Outing myself and owning my job as an escort was terrifying yet liberating. You say my second book I seem ‘harder.’ Possibly. To anyone who hasn’t read Back on Top, I write about my experience dating a client Mr Big, and the emotional torture that came with being in an abusive relationship. Once I couldn’t cry any more tears, I hardened up yes as protection and survival. But that is in the past. I still believe in love, I am open to love and I still cry in movies! One bad experience doesn’t change the make up of your heart – it doesn’t with me anyway. I may be wiser now but I am still soft inside!